Wild Child.

Tonight, I lost myself. I lost myself in a man. A beautiful man. Someone who I take comfort in and find oh so charming. I gave him every part of me. Everything that he desires, everything he wants, everything he needs. He had me at his grasp and I didn’t want to let go. Our bodies colliding into each other, producing a symphony. Animals in a jungle, rats in a cage. Extreme high’s to delicate lows. 

He didn’t lose himself in me. He already did, but he’s scared. A whirlwind of emotions has been fluctuating his brain as of late and he’s petrified. I’m petrified, but I’ll be here by your side. As long as you want me to. When you’re ready to let me go, I’ll go and I won’t look back. We were here to be each other’s weakness. We cave in to one another when we don’t want to. I don’t believe we are meant to be anything more. Nothing should be confusing and with us and all of it is. I hate you, you like me, I like you, you don’t like me, I want you, you want me, but you don’t want me, I don’t want you because you don’t want me. We want each other. 

I was doing well. You walked up to me being the lovely gentleman you are and shook up my world a little. It’s wild, but I like it. The bliss of your kiss. Getting lost in your aroma. Taking me to a galaxy that doesn’t exist. Your every move leaves my body whimpering. It’s amazing. You’re amazing. We’re amazing and you know it. Everyone knows it. Our chemistry is forbidden, it’s too strong.

I don’t love you. I never will. I just want to be happy and for the moment you make me happy. I like it. I enjoy it. I make you happy as well, I already know. You don’t have to say a word. Never say a word. Just shut up and kiss me, touch me, feel me. All of me and enjoy it.