It’s not you it’s me, but it’s really you.

by aribbonwhereshedies

What did I do that was wrong. Why am I getting nothing from you? No response, no hello, no goodbyes. I’m living with your shadow of yesterday. I want your yesterday. Yesterday you cared.

I want to be here for you. I want to be your shoulder to cry on. I want to be your zen, the peace you go to when hell is your reality. Your muffled silence used to be loud and now all the words you wont say I cant hear.

I was lost in you. I am in lost in you. I’m here, but you’re not. All of these emotions, all of this wanting, all of this pain. Do I love you? I can’t. The unthinkable emotion that I can’t bare alone. But I am alone, in the dark. Wherever you are please find your way back to me. My selfish needs you now.